I don't know about all that, but I do feel I have a few more chapters in my life ready to be seen and heard. But change is always scary and things "new" sometimes put the past in perspective. As I contemplate on this, I took a drive this weekend to the foothills behind my home. Opened the car door and sat down on the snow patched ground and looked up at the hills and clear sky, while listening to Michael Kolasa's album, "All My Heart" and his performance of the mantra "Ganesha Sharanam". Genesha is the Hindu deity of "beginnings and remover of all obstacles". What a perfect way to start my meditation on my reservations and thoughts of a new future. Because my only "obstacles" are my own self and insecurities.
The cold outside keeps me alert and focused...what is what I will do from now on on my journeys. I'll keep ya posted.